I'm invisible. I don't exist. I had thought things would be better now. They aren't. It hurts so much. I try to tell her something interesting and before I'm even finished one sentence she's jumping in to tell me something about someone else she knows. I try telling an interesting story and I can tell no one is listening. So I stop talking mid sentence mid story. No one even notices. Do I even exist? I want to go home. After I sit here and cry for a couple of hours. Then I'll go cry some more when this post gets ignored like my other posts do. Because I'm nothing.