The need to run away.. Still follows me. I've always had this strong desire to walk or run far far away.. As a little girl I ran away from home during the middle of the night in my nightgown, brought home by the police. Today I have that same need to run away.. Nothing fulfills me and recently I've come across such a hard time in my life. I feel it's all not worth it. I find no excitement in life.. And want to leave it all behind.. This need has never left me..