Well for one, I wouldn't make a choice without thinking it through, alot. Even more so when you said your mind can change on these things quickly. Secondly, do you really 'need' these items? Are they something that you 'want' or something that you really do 'need'?

Only you can make the choice on what to do. We can only give advice. I've seen people on here thinking that they are done with therapy only to find out that they still need it. Since it's 2 to 3 months of no therapy, you really need to evaluate the pros and cons of this decision as once it's made, it's made and theres no going back.