I am in need of time alone. Im stressed about losing my house and my partner has two boys that live here 4 days a week. As noted in my other post I am the only one working so I am supporting his boys...food, gas to take them places etc...Im sad,overwhelmed and just want to relax on my couch in front of my tv.
Boys are here and despite my current situation and headspace (which isn't a very good one) he wants boys here. I am tired of having to walk around pretending that Im in a good mood and that everything is happy in front of his boys. I want to be left alone, I want to just be able to relax on my couch and watch TV or fall asleep. Boys take up the living room as its the only TV in the house. So i either go upstairs to nap or sit in the kitchen on the computer (as I am doing now).
He doesn't get it...
Why can't he just take his boys home so I can have some quiet time ?
He sees Im stressed and depressed...
I don't have the money to pay for things for his boys...I buy groceries and they last a weekend because they eat every three hours...food GONE by monday..
I can't keep doing this without his help...what can I say!
Am I being selfish by wanting to be left alone?