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Originally Posted by fairyconfused
...I got my looks from my mother, and as a kid, some would need a double take to know if i'm a boy or a girl. I feel kind of blessed, this way. Honestly, how many people can say that? I have honestly pulled off the look without much effort, and it's satisfying as all hell.
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Well, that's awesome.
I'm glad you have that going for you.
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Originally Posted by fairyconfused
...I dream of going to a better place, I don't want everyone to accept me, but a few who understand. At least unlike my place, where people automatically think there's something wrong with you.
I just want to look the way I feel inside, look what feels natural to me, I don't think it's too much to ask, but is it?
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No. It's never too much to ask to be able to freely express yourself. That's a basic human right. I don't know the situation from your region of the world, but if you really truly want to be accepted, then I would suggest looking around and seeing what the cultures are like in your surrounding areas. Maybe take a road trip and explore your options.
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Originally Posted by fairyconfused
I've had bad luck with the women, nobody understands, they just don't seem to be attracted to the submissive qualities I have, some understand, some respect it, but it's ultimately not what they want on a permanent basis. I keep looking.
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I've only really have known about three women that actually preferred their male counterpart to be feminized. However, this is more than likely due to the 'gothic' culture that they were/are a part of. That being said, you may want to also consider looking into the kink and BDSM communities (try the online social networks for starters). There are greater chances of you finding a woman that has a fetish for feminized men. It's not uncommon in those circles, either. I don't know how prevalent they may be in your area, but it might at least give you a hint as to where to go.
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Originally Posted by fairyconfused
Thanks for the term, "genderfluid". I'm looking over it, and it's probably the closest it gets to describing me, so far.
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No problem, hun. hope things work out for you.