I am in need of divine intervention, I need prayers. I have really made a mess of my life and it just keeps getting worse instead of better. I do pray everyday all throughout the day. Not to just ask for help, but to just talk and to thank God for the things I do have and what he has done for me. I realize things could be worse, but I fear they will get worse. We are behind in every bill, we just caught up with our rent and now our phone is about to be disconnected (internet service as well). My BF is the only one working, I haven't worked in 2 years because of my depression, I am not on disability. My BF is beyond stressed and disgusted with me. He needs my help and I feel like crap that I have put us in this situation. I want to find something I can do that won't push me over the edge that I can get to by bus (our car died), I am looking but not finding anything. So many things are wrong, I can't even get into them all. I just need a break. I just want to catch my breath and solve one problem before another one happens. I feel as if I'm being punished. I ask you all to please pray for me, I need all the prayers I can get.

Thank you,

Bree Marie.