...for the second time. Before our first relationship only lasted 2 weeks. This time it's been over a month...but I'm so afraid. Sometimes I feel like breaking up with him so he won't dump me first.

I confessed to him that I feel useless in the relationship. I'm not the typical girlfriend, where I'm extremely beautiful, a great cook, and in school, with an active lifestyle. I'm about 80 lbs overweight, a college dropout, with no job, depression, and no license to even drive. He said that he's not doing anything with his life either, because he is a high school dropout, but I think he's at least got a job, a car, and he wants to better himself. But I'm constantly changing my mind about what I want...making me an inconsistent and indecisive person.

Since I confessed to him, he's been quiet over the phone and he ended our late night conversation early...he wasn't in the mood to talk anymore. Did I ruin it?

Also, when I say "i love you"...sometimes he says "me too". Does that mean he doesn't?

I'm sorry for the babbling...but I overthink and sometimes I feel as if that's my gut feeling. Am I just thinking too much? :/ Am I just being crazy? I'm always open to advice...even of harsh nature....thank you for reading...