I am 5 1/2 years into a relationship with a bi polar man. He has now developed a relationship with a woman who is 18 years younger. He is wealthy and works out and right now his EGO is in overdrive. All i can think about is how much I love him but also how 5 1/2 years of my life are gone for someone I wasn't good enough to commit to wholeheartedly. I know your pain....please feel free to message me. I hope you can find some peace somehow. I know how hard this is....I am crying everyday and feel my World is ending. These men truly ONLY love themselves.