“I’m good at loving books. I’m good at loving soft bed sheets. I’m good at loving coffees and teas. I am good at loving things that can’t love me back, that don’t have the power to leave. And maybe, that’s why I love them.”[/QUOTE]
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There you go. Your last paragraph is why you are in therapy and specifically why you are having this attachment issue. Now the work begins!

I was told very simply my attachment to my T was because my he's giving me something I have always desired which is love and attention from most likely my Mother. But, he's not my Mother, I am paying him a lot of money, and once I find the courage, I will be out of there (and will miss him terribly).

So, I suggest you stay with your T, stop watching In Treatment for now (although Gabriel Byrne is to die for!) and read up on Transference. The cats out of the bag and you will actually begin to feel more comfortable around your T. Does this help?