I know I have to tell her how I feel...I guess I just don't know how. Also, I'm scared she'll start acting more distant if I tell her that because maybe it's not healthy for me to be dependent on her (even though I don't think I actually am - I've been making a lot of really good changes on my own and doing really well lately, but I don't want her to THINK I'm dependent on her). Although that's probably just my old issues talking...