I have to go to court on Tuesday and I dont want to. I feel like dying or like im already dead. Im starting to feel that feeling in my gut like somone just kneed me. I dont want the courts in my life I've been looking like crazy for a job and I've had offers but this driving under the influence one real one on my record and one recent one because I eas on medication. I still owe a bunch of taxes to the state I had to give them every dime I made from unemployment this month to them.
I hate my life