I found a bunch more emails on his iPad that talk about trading money and pot for sexual favors. I took photos on my iPhone. It is the best I could do. I looked up the law in MA and just offering, whether the act is done or not is enough to be jailed and fined.

He has a major problem. I also found some emails about meeting up with people while we were in New York City for the weekend. I was at a two day seminar where I was in an auditorium from 9-4, while he went "sight-seeing." I had no reason to distrust him, but little did I know! He must have contacted at least 5 or 6 people about meeting up in our hotel room while I was gone for the day.

Right now, I am shocked, amazed and angry. I think the hurt will kick in soon. I am so glad I have a therapist, and I am building a support system of friends and family. I am going to need it.

I will be surprised if he hasn't given me a disease.