No wonder I have avoided people! I get overwhelmed with fear once I get close to someone!

My relationship with my T has been driving me nuts, mostly because despite her constant reassurances, I am terrified she will leave. I also don't feel like I am in control of the relationship anymore, and that is scaring me. And I don't know how this whole closeness thing works, which makes me so unsure.

I guess I just want to know it will be okay in the end.

Ahhhh!!!!