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Old Jan 26, 2014, 10:22 PM
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Yes, she usually catches me on the way up. She keeps me talking about the same damn thing that is freaking me out! I end up going up and down with the anxiety the whole session. It sucks! I think she does it on purpose because she doesn't let me change the subject.

This last time it was over the medication I've been prescribed (and started taking) for OCD and how I was insistent that I was swallowing poison. Thought I was going to die right there in her office

Recently she has started pointing out my actions when I start to panic. Saying oh I see you can't sit still, your hands are shaking, blah blah...so I try not to do those things but I can't help it. I guess she keeps me in that state to prove nothing is going to happen and I'll be fine but I'm not sure.
Thanks for this!
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