Phoenix_1 Im glad you can find support here, I am thankful for your support too, you are appreciated here as well as supported.

Today is not so great... Yesterday I was a total hormonal brat. I knew that may be an issue... the problem was, it was my FAVOURITE day of the year, and also my anniversary... Partner decided I was being too emotional in the morning so he drugged me. Then we ended up not doing anything for the whole day except sit and watch DVDs which I am well and truly OVER doing.

Today he is gone and Im home alone but not able to do much physically. I want to ride my horse but havent got the ok from the docs yet. The house is clean, everyone of my friends has plans, and there is not much to do at all. So Im giving in and having a "**** it Im getting high day". I hope this is the last time I do this... been happening a bit too often lately I think.