You'll still be agonizing over it for the next week if you do wait...I'm in the same position right now and I think you just helped me realize that I just need to go instead of rescheduling and waiting another week because I'm so nervous to talk in depth and bring up what I know we have planned to talk about this week....I have put off talking about it for the last two weeks and this week I have to face it. So reading your post and thinking what I would suggest for you to do as advice made me realize that I need to give that same suggestion to myself. So, please just consider going and getting through this session because even if you wait until next week it is still going to be just as difficult to talk about...just at a later date. What makes it easier is our T's. They are there to help us get through it. My T always reminds me of this...when we open up and talk about what we keep inside, we take the power away from those things so they can't hold us back/down anymore. I always have to remind myself of that.