

((topaz))

Hello and welcome!
I can understand your feelings of abandonment and fear.
It would certainly be frightening and painful if your doctor said "I have to send you to a specialist", or your specialist said "You've been misdiagnosed and I have to send you to a
different specialist." It would be easy to feel that you were being shunted around an uncaring bureaucracy and never getting any closer to a cure.
And yet, that is sometimes what happens, and in spite of the unpleasantness, they really are doing the best they can for you.