I have an apartment I stay in that is quiet, but Im crawling up the walls.

Im in a beautiful foreign country that most would dream of and just to tired to go anywhere and explore.

When depressed, I have no energy and walking a block seems like a marathon, but when not depressed I can explore forever.

Im the type when there is hope for some type of future, I will get out of depression, but when Im stuck in the thought that there is nothing for me in the future, I go into a huge hole.

Ive gone for 7 years now in a crazy cycle, of living all over world and going in and out of these types of problems....

Im a creative type and find projects that I can sell to people and then when the bottom falls out Im in this type of situation...