No cutting yet. So far. Just anxious how it's going to go. The SI would be better than the alternative thoughts, but I want to at least get through this without cutting. Thanks. In about another 4 hours or so, I'll be making the call to see what I need to do to resign from the program. Wish me luck please. They have helped me. If I felt like I was safe there, I would still stat. But right now, I don't. Thanks for asking.