Dear T, Feb 6 is too far away. I know I said I didn't want to talk again this month cuz of work being so intense right now. Well I guess I must be a big fat liar and still trying to be little miss perfect despite my pronouncements otherwise, because I sit here wishing I could talk to you today. Knowing all it would take is a phone call. But while I'm calling myself names I'll add stubbornhead cuz I know I won't call. Oh how I fight against this need. We have talked about it before but I think I need to talk about it again but I don't know how to bring it up.