Thats what I been trying to say here on pc, opening up the first time with t1 was hard enough, opening up with t2 was hard, right now I am very insecure about the therapeutic relationship, and very justified, and opening up is going to be extremely difficult, not that I am not going to try, but, it affects everything. Its like being in a real relationship in real life and being left twice. I know its not the therapists fault. I know how you are feeling, I guess its in clients mind whether your therapist will leave you prematurely and , the client has the right to feel this way, because it could happen, life has changes all the time.

The fact that my old t is pushing me to open up to new t, I think is a bit unfair, but I know t wants the best for me.