yeh thats the stuff I mean. thought I replied to this but maybe I was drunk and didn't press enter lol. I think this may be the biggest indicator that I'm "not right" to the point of anti-social... ness lol. Like I said sometimes I feel I am normal- emotionally at least but I have learnt that anti-social people do have emotions about themselves so that doesn't mean much so that leads me back to feeling anti-social cos I'm so different it's hard to find out cos so many wrong things on net and also the whole hollywood bs/media portrayed "anti-social" (which is always some drooling nut job or some extreme genius physco killer) messes with finding out the reality of it. I thought with most people this stuff comes naturally cos they are basically "monkey see, monkey do". I have always been very against the grain so to speak and though I can be very insightful on some things on others I can be very oblivious until something points something out to me, like this issue. I may not be being very clear right now, weird mood so if not then meh ask me what I ment I guess. lol