Thanks for your response. As MUCH as I want to tell him I will get the soonest appointment with him when he is better, I cannot. I said 2 weeks and I will stick to that. When I say something, I stick to it so that I am took seriously, each time I say something rather then not be took seriously at all and him thinking, it's all just rage talk. Maybe it was rage talk, but I am sticking to it. Whether I like it or not. If I went I would spend the whole hour session either raging inside, ticking like an unexploded bomb, verbally attacking him or playing mind games to which I don't want to do with him.