No. Sorry. I cannot do that. I do not trust him. I've only been with him two times. I cannot show such things, it's far too soon to show much to him. It isn't really hurting me by me not seeing him for two extra weeks because he probably would of waited until the next appointment that I'm sure he booked in advance. (I'm sure he booked a few in advance) So there probably wouldn't be any spaces anyway. What with his other patients probably going to take up any spare appointments from today and tomorrow. I can survive for two weeks. I survived for 8 years without any help. 2 weeks, is easy, right?

I did write down a thought diary which had from Friday up until today filled out that I sent him via email, telling him that I refuse to see him for 2 weeks and gave him a short reason why. So by that thought diary alone, he will know how it made me feel.