I thought I was over him. I hadn't seen my ex-therapist in a year and a half. And now I see him at least once a week and I get really nervous every time. I hate this feeling of anxiety, of pure terror and not knowing what to do with myself. I always run away from the feeling and I run away from him physically too. I wonder if I should stop and say hi, because maybe then it would go away. Or would it make it worse? I'm so incredibly frustrated because I went through a year of therapy for this, and I feel like it didn't help much. I still turn into pure mush every time I see him. Oh, and I'm dating someone, so it makes me even more upset when I see him because I feel like he should be out of my head. Especially when there's someone else...