So I had a good friend, I thought. I managed to keep him around for just over 6 months. I have tripped on him in the past and he actually handled it a lot better than anyone has, EVER!. I trusted him a lot and was really glad just to have someone that I could loo forward to hearing from and that could help take my mind off of how messed up everything is right now.

Well, last week I started to hear from him less and less, then on Thursday I sent him a few texts and got no answer. I tried to stay cool but it just felt like he was gone. So at first I just kept it light and jokingly asked if he wasn't talking to me anymore and I got no answer. So, I was really hurt and I did send a few more texts. I guess I did trip I don't know, I just wanted to know if he wanted to stop talking to me. I never got an answer, I don't know if I ever will. This is pretty much the norm for me lol and I'm not a very optimistic person so of course to me this is the end. It would be nice to know what is going on with him and get some closure, I think I deserve that. This also hurts s lot because I really trusted him and I actually fell in love with him. That is the first time for me. Well oh well, what can you do?