((((Anna))))

I think what you are going through is the grieving process Anna. Grieving can take all shapes and forms in our life and is a process that goes at it's own pace. Some recover quickly, others take more time.

I think the only advice I can give to you is to go easy on yourself. Allow yourself to work through the process and accept the feeling of loss. But I hope you realize that it is not the end of the world...by taking baby steps you can help yourself to feel better. That may mean getting some counceling or therapy to help you work through it all. It may mean that every day you make a small goal and do what you can to meet that goal.

I'm sorry you are feeling so lost right now. Know that people here care and are ready to lend a hug or a shoulder when you need it. You are welcome to pm me anytime if you like.

Take good care of YOU!

Hugsssss