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I understand these feelings and questions as I have myself said or thought the very same tihings. For me the very subject of no one understanding me in itself is hard enough. The part so difficult for me is the part that even 'I' myself do not yet even feel that I understand me or myself as to who I am or what it is that makes me, me.

I feel that when I look at myself as I see me, I often feel that others are looking at me the way I see me. I am often sure that they are thinking negative of me, and talking of me in ways not good. Though I must tell myself that this is not true. Only my own self feeling bad about what I see as me being put into my head through depression that they too see me this way.

I am sure that there are people out there that really like you and see you differently than it seems.

I am not one to talk on friendships as I too am alone in so many ways, though at times want to have freindship with others in 3D, Yet fear it as well. Just try and be good to yourself and understand, that it may take time untill you understand all of this and that is ok. Do something special for yourself in the here and now. Yes there are peple who in ways feel the same way.

Sorry for the long 'Book' of a reply , just know you can come here anytime and you are not alone. Take it easy - Chris

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~KRIS~

If you think you have totally gave up, you haven't, because you are here!