What is this called when I feel people are talking behind my back all the time? When I feel like every conversation I cant quite hear is somehow (as illogical as this maybe) about me, and against me. As I type this it seems I come off as self-absorbed , but I assure this is not completely the case. I may be somewhat self-absorbed,but who can claim not to be? I try to work for people in my life and make things better. Everyday I go out and feel judged. I have trouble making decisions in terms of style, my haircut, etc. This is kind of a hash of small issues but hopefully somebody gets where I am coming from.