(((((((JINNY))))))))).....I know what that knot feels like in the stomach. I hate that feeling also when I get it from time to time. I just want to throw up when I am feeling that way to rid me of that knot.

I never get sick of talking with you....just wish I could help you more.....darn distance.

I also know what it feels like to be lonely even though I have supportive family and friends. I think for me the loneliness I feel is from not liking myself. How can I feel loved if I don't love myself? I am working on that and trying to change my image of myself in my mind.

I am glad that you will be seeing a Pdoc sooner than being put on that darn waiting list of 2 years. Once you get there I am sure they will find the right dx and meds to help you....just hang in there girl...and you always have us here.....
Snow