I guess there might be churches. The worst part is that I don´t particularily care about my baby. It´s my second pregnancy in a year and I had severe depression with the first as well. I never recovered from postpartum before this one came along. I never bonded with my first child very well.

Thank you for responding. It´s good to know that there are people out there who aren´t judging me.
Everyone here just thinks I´m crazy and that my family would be better off without me.