Exactly, i just wanted to know if it was something I had done or was he just busy but let me know something. In the past he had been very receptive and when I "tripped" on him and he really made me feel comfortable. For a little bit of background, we attended high school together, we didn't really now each other then. We started talking to each other off and on online for about 3 years until we finally started seeing each other 6 months ago. I already had strong feelings for him prior to that and the grew even more when we were finally together.

It kind of caught me off guard but I really considered him a good friend and he really helped to keep me calm and I trusted him so much. There were no problems with him letting me know when there was an issue in the past, so for him to just stop talking to me was very disappointing.

I'm considering sending him a message just letting him know how I felt because I never really let him know. I don't know whether I should or not but he really did mean a lot to me, and I do want him to know even if he doesn't continue to talk to me. I don't really know what to do in these type of situations though because they're so foreign to me lol. I did have a friend that helped me for a little when i was trying to get advice on what to do with him and she ended up ignoring me too. So I don't think she would offer me much help lol. Sometimes I want to let him know, sometimes I don't. I guess I will if I feel it's right. Also i don't want to make him feel guilty, I just really like closure lol. I'll figure it out I guess.

Oh, and also he is the reason why I'm even here right now. My interactions with him let me now that there was something serious going on with me, I also never told him that. He really lead me to to do a lot of self evaluation and soul searching.