i hear your words and i fel so useless. i wish there was something i could do.

i would go back to your husband and look aftr yourself until the baby is born.

if not, please go to a church, i'm sure they could help. look after yourself, take one day at a time and please know that you have friends here, we will be with you in spirit and praying for you and your babies. i too suffered with post natal depression, it's not easy. my heart goes out to you and i wish you all the luck in the world,

take care,

jinnyann xx