Thanks for the explanation; I appreciate it! It's just really hard to think that it will go away. It's funny, because i used to think about him all the time but i didn't see him. Now he's out of my head but I get a first class view! The thing about talking to him is that I think he's seen me a few times, and he never stopped to say hi. So I'm not sure how I even feel about it now! lol. It's good to know that others have been through this too, so I know I'm not crazy! Even though it really sucks. So anyways, thanks for replying and I have some thinking to do...