Tired, very tired. I have been sleeping poorly for weeks because it seems that my brain likes to run over everything I hadn't though during the day. I had some positive points in the day, I talked to different people and more time than usual, but I know I can't make a big deal of it because I had made my self believe in illusions so many times. On the other hand I had lunch alone and then I hide my self in the bathroom, because I want nobody to se me alone. I think my memory is a litle bit better, but I haven't tested for real. Now I'm a bit anxious and not feeling myself and out of the mood to speak and feeling fake when I do so. Even my thoughts feel faked, not meant. I realy need sleep.