I'm really sorry to hear about your concern. Wow, Ugliest Person Magazine? This person needs a subscription to Better Insults Monthly. If you're getting scared, you need to tell a professional right away. Some eating disorders are unseen as they don't classify under either bulimia or anorexia. As for telling you T, tell him/her straight " I'm concerned that my eating habits/mentality are becoming dangerous. I understand I'm healthy now, but I'm afraid to stay on this track- how can I prevent it from getting worse?"
I hope this helps.