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Jan 28, 2014, 06:28 PM
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Member Since: Jan 2014
Location: New Jersey
Posts: 17
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Being bipolar does it mean keeping secrets? I have so many secrets that I feel I need to get out, and since I wont tell anyone I know, I feel I can let it out here and get some advice, like if I should keep these secrets in or let them out. here is the main one that has been killing me for months now....
 I cheated on my husband, with my babys father. it was a one time deal and I have stopped talking to him, and he has giving his rights up as a father. My husband works many hours a day and im always home alone. so I get lonely, and I also flirt with other men, but too scared to actually do something about it. I haven't told my therapist, or anyone, I don't want to lose my husband he is a wonderful man and I love him very much. but I feel with my bipolar I get the urge to be wild and have an affair. but then I cant blame it on my disorder, it was a choice I made. I guess I have this sexual rush that I just need to get out of. and I don't know how, every time I try to make a move on my husband, he denies me. because he is too tired from work.
do I tell him, or do I keep it in? I know he will leave me if he finds out. This is one of many secrets I have kept but this is the worst and I needed to get it out. so thanks for listing and I hope I get some advice!!
thanks!! 
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