Maybe it's just your illness saying that. Everyone has redeeming qualities, although it took a loooooong time before anyone found mine.

When I was much younger, I was just way to volatile for most people. Someone only had to say the slightest little thing to me and I'd take it personally and want to tear their heads off, then later I'd fall into a state of despair and want to die. I'd stew on it for days and blame everybody but myself when in reality it was all my stupid fault for being so touchy. Eventually I'd pick myself up and try to win them back, but all too often it was too late, then I'd really have a melt-down

These days I kind of stick to myself. It's easier than risking all that emotional crap all over again, but I do have at least one good friend and I think we all need someone to bounce things off, so don't give up on people StarStrike. There are some really understanding ones out there just like my friend, who has seen the bad side of the mental health system herself and come out the other side ok.

Anyway, to you!!
Rose.