I really wish it would be treated like it wasn't an abnormality…

If Asperger's is really what I have, at least I could feel better about how I was perceived and treated in the past—at least that way I would know that whatever I did to make people dislike me that it wasn't my fault and that I'm not a bad person.

Or that the reason no one I was romantically interested in returned those feelings. Not only that, but many reacted negatively and would say I was creepy and I never understood why. Having Asperger's or something similar would at least explain why I would be perceived so negatively.

And I would finally know it wasn't my fault.