Apparently I don't have what it takes to be a real friend. Every time I get close enough to someone I get pushed away. What's wrong with me? I don't like feeling that I'm a failure at something so important. I believe it's important to have friends in life. But I just cant seem to keep a friend. It hurts my heart to know that I'm no good at getting close to someone and staying that way. If this is in the wrong place feel free to move it.