yeah gloria, I can't recall the whole story either... was it entirely your Ts idea or was it yours to do it this way?

Don't beat yourself up over it, obviously it didn't work out for you, you didn't feel safe enough to do it that way and that's just fine. Your frustration shows though, and it's probably because you want it done and you planned it and wanted to be able todo it. Oh well... plan b.

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