When I get too loud from my parents. I can understand though they don't want to have the cops called on them when they didn't do **** to me. I had friends do it too, but it was more ****ed up situations and abusive ex's I had did it to me too. I just was going through psychotic episodes, because I am in love with this girl I am controlling my pain and **** just be apart of her life as a true friend. She is very gorgeous and definitely is more than flattered by me. I really love her, she knows it and definitely she loves me. I can tell how she talks and reacts to what I say. She's been friends with me since summer. I don't want my pain to be her pain, I had to stop crying and let it out more appropriately because I will take my abuse and pain on alone if I have to for myself just to be with her. She is a very nice good person. I never had feelings for a decent girl like her before it's really nice, definitely a very awesome adjustment to my abusive sex crazed ex's who yelled and hit me for crying or not giving them what they want. It was bad I mean, this is hard for me I am doing my best. She know it.