Family dinner (with brother and his wife) always depress me. Coz they so out cast me.

My brother used to give me silent treatment (in which i felt the world has fall apart). Even he doesn't give me silent treatment, he still give me passive treatment and so does his wife.

I feel very depress every time after having family dinner with them.

My inside is crying when I was at the table....

Only now I am in my bedroom, that my outside is crying.