I don't normally socialize. I feel socially awkward. Friend with one for 57 years. We live in different states we used to hang around mostly. But for 35+ of those years we have spent apart. She very rarely emails or texts me I try but usually no answer we have nothing in common but our very early years of friendship. I feel I can be in a group but stay my emotional distance. I feel I'm less than everyone else. Bipolar? Just the way it is!!! I would say yes. But one way I communicate is through writing and I can type or write fast and furious all kinds of ideas flood my head I've even written a novel of more than 10000 words. I'm in the process of getting it published. It's an historical romance. But that seems the only way I can truly convey my ideas and it feels safe.

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