I just assumed it was always all about Me so that the end was about my working out my issues with her and termination, etc. and maybe we did a kind of summary of the 18 years together sort of thing. T did vaguely tell me where she thought I "was" at the moment, what/where she felt I had gained and what disappointment she had in our work, how I had not moved "this" way as far as she thought I might, etc. It was not a disappointment in Me, but in our work together, kind of like we had written a huge book together. There were no surprises. She had told me in sessions before about how I was a "shell" when she first met me, etc. and I obviously was not now. . .