Who I Really Am

I am ... very confused about who I am.
The main thing about me is ...I have a lot of hostilities I have to surrender before I can live the life I want to live.

I always...try to act like I'm normal.
I feel most like me when ... I don't have to act normal.

What I like most about a person is ...their smile.

I will be ...okay once I learn to forgive.
I get angry when ...I think the world revolves around me and then find that it doesn't.
I feel happiest when ...I eat pistatio ice cream.
I believe in ...animals.
One thing I want to accomplish is ...self love.

What I like most about myself is ...my ability to be honest with myself.

I hate it when ...people/animals are hurting and there's nothing I can do to help them.
I was ...once unaware of just how angry I was and didn't realize that's what was ruining any chance of having any kind of a relationship with anyone.
I feel least like me when ...I am mean to people.

If you really knew me ...you'd see I'm just a scaredy cat who wants to be protected.
I feel weakest when ...I give up.
When I feel angry I ...don't think rationally and act stupid.
On a rainy day I like to ...take a walk without an umbrella.

I feel good when I remember ...how bad my life use to be.

When I'm alone I feel ...safe.
Most of all I really want ...to trust people again.
I was the type of child who ...had imaginary friends.
One thing I'd like to change about myself is ...the way I express myself.

I feel strongest when ...I accomplish/try something I didn't think I could do.
On a beautiful day I like to ...take my dogs to the park.
My favorite passtime is ...writing poetry.
When I feel happy, I like to ...share it with others.
If my relationship with _my Mom____ were to end, ... it still wouldn't resolve all of my issues.

My Child Within is ...anxious to grow up already.

Who I Pretend To Be

I pretend to be ...strong.

Most people don't know that I ...think about what it would be like to have sex with them as they're talking to me.

I give the impression of ...being a woman who likes to listen to classical music.

The mask I wear is ...a woman who likes to listen to classical music.

On the surface I am ...easy to blow off the face of the earth.

The game I play is ...I'll protect you when I'm the one who wants to be protected.

I hide behind ...my dogs.

I wear makeup because ...it's easier and a lot cheaper than plastic surgery.

The clothes I wear indicate ...I'd rather not be noticed.

The car I drive shows that ...I have two hairy dogs that like to sit in the back.

My job or profession shows others that ...I like being independant.

The real me hides under ...anger when I'm scared.

How long I've been pretending is ...I stopped pretending about a year ago.

How often I pretend is ...when I know I have to fake it because my survival depends on it.