Had a busy day ahead of me. Straight after breakfast I took a parcel to the post office. Then after that I went to the job centre. I was told I needed something from my college and that I could hand it back into the job centre the same day if I had the time. So, I didn't have time to have lunch because I had a bus to catch. Got to college exhausted (I'm still not getting enough sleep) and hungry. I went to ask my engagement adviser for the letter I needed and she questioned if I'd eaten lunch. I told her I didn't and she instructed me to take a bacon sandwich out of the staff room and eat it on the area where the soft chairs are while she sorts the letter out. I wasn't going to argue with an order like that. So I did as she said. Then she came out to me with the letter and a danish which she said was for afters. Before I went home at the end of the day I went into the staff room and she had pre-wrapped some bacon sandwiches and a danish because they'd only go to waste if they weren't eaten but I had to have the danish for myself and not to share it with my brother. I wasn't going to argue with that either. On my way home I stopped in the job centre to drop off what they needed and I got told that I should post it. One person tells you one thing and another tells you something completely different. Was it really too much trouble to take one measly letter to the guy waiting for it upstairs? Apparently it was. So all in all... I've got people at my college worrying that I'm not eating enough due to being in a poor financial situation plus my memory falters so much that I forget important things such as money to buy lunch or having a shower when I need one. Either way... I'm glad the people at this place actually care about their students unlike at the last college I attended. I'm still exhausted. But at least I'm not starving.
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"Yeah, just be yourself
It doesn't matter if it's good enough
for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World.
Medication:
Olanzapine 20mg
Fluoxetine 20mg
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