I hope I don't get in trouble for resurrecting a thread, but one year later, I pretty much have the same problems.

I just want to stop thinking about sex every time my mind isn't completely occupied by something else. At this point, I'm pretty much destined to be celibate as medication have (luckily) destroyed my libido. But I don't know why it hasn't stopped me from constantly thinking about it. I can barely type this without those thoughts interfering. And what happens when I go off that medication because anti-depressants can't make me not depressed. I'm depressed because my career is stalled while I wait to go back to school and that I'm obsessed with sex and there's no way to satisfy, even temporarily. An orgasm I give to myself is so completely and meaningless, it might as well have never happen.