ED T,

When I see you tomorrow, please go easy on me. I'm positive you're going to recommend intensive treatment and I'm just not ready to hear that yet. I am starting to relapse after this latest illness, just as I did the last one. Only this time, I don't know that I can pull myself out of it on my own. I'm just scared to hear it from you. I didn't even make it 4.5 months out of intensive treatment before relapsing. Though I am feeling so ashamed and embarrassed, I will listen to what you have to say. I know you have my best interests in mind.

Personal T,

I just saw you two days ago and will see you next Monday again. I miss you already. I wish my session was with you tomorrow instead, even though I know you would be saying pretty much the same as ED T. I know you're worried about me too.