UGH! My therapist asked this too and I gave some BS answer because the question made me incredibly anxious. It did sound so loaded, and she asked more loaded questions that same day, I think she was trying to get me to admit I had feelings for her, and I'm scared of our next session because I'm going to try to address that I think she was not saying something last week and that I don't deal with implications well at ALL because of abandonment fears.

Like, I'm paying you, it must be worth something to me right? :c